a place of one's own...

I was banned from Jinge's home and from calling him for the week...while his parents are here...banned is harsh...he asked me not to call or come over...

hummmm.....

sounds like shit to me...but I stayed quiet and said 'okay'...wondering whether to think that he just wanted to be alone with his parents...

...or...

...or...hiding.

either me from them or ...

...or...

me from him.

a place of his own...away from the worrys that a girl in your life may bring...especially when the thing you fear the most is very near...

and very alluring...

or at least makes the thing you fear the most not so scary, even start to, in the farthest corner of your mind or heart, welcome the notion...

it can make anyone want to hide...and not want to be found...

but to be fair, I don't know the truth...I don't claim to know what creeps around in the minds of others...

but as the blog says, it is my world, a place of my own...where I puts the worrys that a guy in my life might bring...especially when the thing that I fear the most is very near...