...at the edge of darkness...

...*sighs* by this time tomorrow, I'll be a single woman again...

I thought I would be happier about this, but alas, dear reader, I am not happy.

I'm tired and sore from work and depressed at the thought that the first man I loved in so many years didn't love me enough to be supportive of my wants, needs and dreams.

I begged, I pleaded, I cried and it wasn't enough. We moved, we went to church, it didn't work. nothing did.

So I did the only thing I could: I filed for divorce.

In the meantime I have started this blog that I thought would help me wind through this dark wilderness but it has done so much more...

it has helped me to reach out beyond myself to all of you...for that I am so grateful.

the dark girl will wade through her darkness for a while, then she will be good as new.

be patient with me, my loved ones, and dear reader, thank you for walking with me...

the journey has just begun and I only hope my company has been nearly as wonderful as yours has been for these 10 weeks

Sique