careful what you wish for....

moe is now in a half-way foster home and making a point to show me that she isn't sorry for she did. She doesn't want to see me, but she:

-wants my money ('tell mom to send me a ipod or some money')
-wants her room ('don't go into my room anymore'...she forgot that she doesn't live there anymore)
-wants to be away from us, but not too far.

What kills me is the nerve she has. Beating her sister, stealing, lying, and shoplifting and she still expects to have the perks of being my daughter.

Once again she wants the benefits with no responsbility for her behavior....

*sighs*

Her room is going to make a great office....

break your heart in 5 minutes.....

Moe was on good behavior, so she was allowed a 5 minute phone call. She called and asked about the new bunny and if we were setting off fireworks.

She gets on the phone with Tea and her sister asks a series of questions:

- do they let you out of your cell? answer: yeah, sometimes....
- do they slip a tray through your door? answer: no i go to the cafeteria
- do you really like it there better than being at home? answer: I like it a little better than when MoM is home, but I get lonely

that tore my heart out....and before she could say much more, she was gone. First instinct is to say "fine, you can stay...." secod one is to cry....

Those who know, really know, know what's going on, but it doesn't lesson the heart break....

-1

My oldest daughter had to leave my home. I thought that she wouold listen, but alas she chose her on way. she chose to in trouble and she chose to steal and lie and assault her sister. so she went to Gardener-Betts, the juvie jail here in Austin.

She cried and tried to gain sympathy, then she lied to others, saying that I got her drunk and beat her daily. (mind you, not that "I " got drunk, but got "her" drunk....)

She finds that even there that she has to obey and now she wants to leave there...but not go home. Anywhere that she can do what she wants to do without paying the price.

...good luck with that...

to quote Stephen King, if there one thing I have learned in life, this is a cash and carry world. you pay as you go....

we all have to pay.... I have to lose a daughter, Tea has to lose a friend, even though she feels it's best to have her somewhere else....

we all have to pay and if we don't pay, the world takes....

Moe, please learn this before it's too late.