when everybody screams and yells....

...who calms them down, who rings their bells...

when everybody screams and yells....

the enchanted one, that's me...



Finding comfort while on my present journey has been in vain.

there is no comfort or joy in must things that are going on now a days...

my children are growing up and asserting their own personalities, trying to build their own lives...

unwanted

my exhusband is trying to assert his desire to return...the allure to able to stay home and leet someone take care of me again is great...but it's wrong.

unsupported

my boyfriend is asserting my individuality and independence, but the pace is much too fast for me to handle...it makes my head spin and my knees weak to have to handle everything alone when I 'm use to having a partner to help with the diffculties of life, work amd children.

uncomforted

I feel like a fifth wheel at my job, not needed...just there to get that task or another finished .

unappriciated

unloved.

frightened.

tired.

and tried.

tried beyond my natural breaking point.

on borrowed time...with bad credit.