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A woman ahead of her time and for all time...I come before you strangely familiar...mother, former wife, friend, future wife, daughter...i shoot straight by way of riddles and can make boiling water a exercise of physics...carry a conversation from ed, edd and eddie to la blue girl, NFL to NRA, Jesus to Judas and everything in between. I'm an observer, and though I try not to judge I don't regret doing it...I listen with sincerity and very little shocks me...but many things surprise me. Let me entertain you, bored you, insult you, encourage you, make you laugh, make you think, make you cry, make you curse, and make you...well, let me tell you my story, a post at a time...

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

the way things have to be

i cried for what felt like three or four weeks.

my life felt as if it was blowing away; every attempt to to reach out and grab for it felt futile.

my girls were fighting, at each others throats, refusing to listen and failing to do as I say...

school was driving me mad; the lessons are harder this time around and I feel that even though the change of major would help in the long run...it feels like trudging through knee deep mud today.

i left behind my dreams of being a filmmaker for security once again *sighs and shakes head*

and I can't find a car still.

but for now, there isn't another way to get through to my goals except this way.

*shit!*

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