I want...

After months of going to school and making a solid A-, I realize that computers are not what I want to do...

I wish I could make films or have a catering business or do anything that would help me create.

I want to make wedding cakes and cookies and candy and make a cable access show about the
process.

I want to make short movies and write short stories about the stuf that still swirl around in my head

I want to make a living doing stuff I love, instead of working to pay for it.

I want Jinge to move in with me

I want my girls to realize that the rules are there for a reason

I want to forgive myself

I want to cry

I want to laugh

I want to leave work right now and go home and sleep.

I want to build my life

and I will

but I need your help.

stay tuned